Finding yourself through BDSM

What happens when I get really abusive and violent in a BDSM session - more and more I end up finding my real self. It feels like I have been healed of all my wounds and  becomes more a of spiritual experience for me.  A couple of days back I was in a session with girl who has just turned 20 and wanted to explore if she really was a sub she thought she was and by the end the session ended she carried an expression of contentment and as a parting comment said that now she knew why she could not stay with her previous boy friends. She said for the first time she had a feeling of being complete and she was relieved that she found her real self. I guess this is what happens to most people when they find thier true match, they are able to feel something more deep and are bale to actually find themselves!

Finally bumped across a cuckold couple in Delhi

Its been years that I have been trying to explore the world of alternate sex in Delhi. Years back I used to run swingers parties in Delhi and realized that Delhi is very low on the kink quotient. But this opinion got somewhat changed yesterday when I bumped into a cuckold and his hot wife.  Was sitting in a bar yesterday and I found a couple in conversation with me. I closely follow body language of people when i first talk to them and I could see that they were trying to send me some highly charged sexual messages. And all of a sudden the wife opened her legs a little to give me  a peep of her sexy laced panties and the message was very clear to me that she needs to be taken. In less than 20 minutes I found myself playing with her tits and spanking her ass. It was an exciting night and I unleashed all my kink and made her cum again and again all night. I had encounters with many cuckold couples in the west but this was my first time with a real cuckold in Delhi and hopefully it wont be the last.......